I get no real physical pleasure from doing it, but the experience is so rewarding. It’s So Rewardingįor me, I just love making a guy squirm, seeing the faces he makes, and hearing the things he says. I want someone who is the “whole package”, I don’t like doing this to just random people, it has to feel like they deserve it. I have always been into them when I was younger and in relationships, but nowadays, I am pretty obsessed…in the past couple of years, when I give them to a partner, and in the few times I have tried casual sex, I often get the flustered “OMG it’s the best I have ever had.” At the same time, I am really picky about dating and I am not actually into FWBs.
I haven’t been in LTRs in a few years and I was celibate for quite a few years and I don’t know what happened, maybe it was porn, and the scarcity of contact with a penis that I really got into blow jobs.
